Doctors and Clarity?
HappySo during this time, I was thinking about all the stuff that went on this year. It's been an.. "okay" year. Besides the stuff that happened with my car at the beginning with the year, it's actually been really good and I got a bunch of shit accomplished that I didn't think I would. I went to college and graduated with a degree, I got a job that I like, I figured out where I want to go with my life and how to get it started.. That's three steps above half the people I knew in high school including my own brother.
So what did that lead to? It brought be back to this problem I see in people. They have to think they're better than the person they hate/dislike and some people go to many extremes just to think they've accomplished something and might have potentially upset said enemy/person. Well, this is what I have to say to that. If you are THAT petty, and I mean petty, to think that spouting off your mouth is going to damage someone's life then you need to be put into intensive therapy. You obviously are either jealous or pissed off at what they have that you don't/you can't have and need to get over yourself. Words don't do anything. Actions do and all your actions show ANY person is that you're nothing but talk and self-pity. Why not actually do something with your time instead of stalking pages on the internet or talking shit to their friends at school? Do something other than sit on your fat ass and complain about how this person said this or this person has that or this person DID this blah blah blah yappie yappie yap yap.
=.= I am tired of watching the world just bitch about another person and say/do things they think will make the other person jealous/pissed because that's how they feel about them. Shiiit. EVEN OUR POLITICIANS DO THIS SHIT. How upsetting is that? They show us this example of extreme hate-r-ade and all it does is show our society to bitch and moan about their problems... or drop a damn bomb on them. Whatever. It's the same thing. I'm not saying blow someone up, but all they do is bitch or cause destruction. They don't do things for themselves to make them better people. What happened to people wanting to be the better person? Not necessarily to be better than the person they hate, but a better person overall. But whatever. I think the bottom like to this is "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can never hurt me". This is a motto that I have firmly believed in my whole life and it is true to this day. Actions speak louder than words and if all you can do is run your mouth and not step up to the plate, you're nothing and just a non-existent being in our shit-fucked society.
Hm.. Long rant. o.O uh.. I was gonna say something else.. OH. I went shopping yesterday. xD [ lol.. from society to shopping ] And I got the Percy Jackson series and a new fairy calender.. I apparently have some gift cards coming my way from my family. =.= Gaia and Hot Topic. Makes me happy, but I'm not sure what I want so I'mma do some serious thinking on it. xD My family also decided to actually do New Years Resolutions which we're all gonna put on the side of the fridge and follow them and when we do them, we can check them off. I'm kinda excited about that since it might actually encourage my brother to do something with his life. He, like most other high school graduates, sits at home and does nothing with his life. He doesn't want to go to college because he "doesn't have time for it" and he won't go get a job because no one is hiring. I will give him a little slack because he did go out too late in the season to get hired, but even if he got an interview, he has no social skill and could possibly, if not, bomb it. This had been a hellish nightmare the past month. But he also has a point. School loans suck-- if you miss paying one, it bounces your credit score. So one missed payment can fuck up a credit score really bad. Good luck trying to build that back up, it'll take YEARS with this economy.
Uh.. started ranting again. lol. There's already a couple things certain for next year. A.) I am more than likely going to have another cell phone company 'cause the one I have is run by a bunch of ass-picking monkeys. B.) I will have my school loans paid off. C.) I may have an apartment. and D.) Lars will.. and I mean will, get a job and have a game plan for life. Some of my New Years goals have already been achieved. I signed up for a kick-boxing class on Thursday at my gym. It'll be fun. o-o I also signed up for yoga since it's right after that class and it'll bring down my high before I come home.. xD I have already looked into apartments and into CSN for some band classes. I really miss playing my flute, true calling right here. I have a game plan for my phone, my loans and for kicking Lars's ass into high gear.
So I guess it works out. I would like to say I made good on one of my achievements this year. One of my goals for 2009 was to make amends with a few people that I had gotten into fights with and stopped speaking to. I actually... made amends with just about all of them except one who will be on my shit list for the rest of their miserable life 'cause who really needs a lying, backstabbing piece of shit friend who can't learn their lesson? xD I also managed to keep my room sparkling clean all year. o.o! Besides the school thing which I knew I'd do. I did good on most of my resolutions this year, and next year is gonna be the same thing. xD
Like I said, deleting stuff in a few days. lol. But uh.. that's it. xD
Namaarie~
